Seriously. im think of reconsidering my piorities in my secondary school now. why should i give all out to scouts when majority dont care? im wasting my time, i dont get any benefits, i got my merit award, got my CCA distinction. any time i spent in scouts, is entirely volunteerily.


so why should i care abt the upcoming campfire, or the upcoming NPC? im not going to be benefiting from it anyway. the juniors cant be serious when the time needs to be, so im going to be talking to thin air again.



there are other things in my sec sch life that could come 1st. most imptly is the GSCE olvl exam. and to think im sacrificing my studing time to endure my time being wasted today. i can take up a sea sport activity, like i always wanted. i could jio a GF, which some of my frens are desperately wanting to know who. -.- i could widen my social circle. i could finally go to the gym and be Jie Shi. so y should i like even care for the major activities that happen in scouts anymore?



yisen always say, "WTF! GO SCOUTS? NO LIFE LA" and im starting to think that myself. i have a better life to live, and this unbeneficial CCA is starting to show its deterimental effects.



guess the upcoming scouts things i wont be able to be 100% efficient. im going to just give a 20%, and after monday and tuesday, thats it. GSCE O lvl. and goodbye scouts. going leave them to die for the dance. its not my problem anymore.



NPC. go for the sake of attending. 5 days will be over in a flash. Gold unit doesnt concern me after all.



time for a serious considering of piorities. Scouts cant supply my needs and wants. onli a proper education background and certificate that will ensure my survival in the socio-economic world society.